Tired, Very the Tired


It has been about two months for my new study and working life. Other than Research and Teaching, I do have other task such as Scout, free lance works, and some other small things...

Well, for the scout and freelance things, I still manage to complete it. For teaching, probably still ok, but for my research, I do feel the slope...it is really hard. No matter how much time I allocated for it, the outcome are not as expected in the end.

I am tired not because of many things to do, but I am really tired because I am doubt things that I am doing right now are useless in the end of the day. Maybe I am not yet reach the level being postgraduate student, maybe I am not ready for it, Maybe I am not equiped with all those skills. But what can I do...

I am almost putting all my efford and time for it, but.....
sighz....